The stark white
moonlight filtered through the trees, spilling onto the ground and deepening
the shadows around the granite markers. In the darklight of the nearly
full moon, they shone like ghostly beacons in the cool evening. The
breeze lofted slowly through the small graveyard, fifteen miles from
town. It was a verdant strip of green. None of the usual detruis
of civilization...the beer cans, shotgun shells and empty fast food wrappers...littered
the little park. It was unknown or forgotten by all except those
who's kinfolk were buried here.
A line of headlights
came rolling up to the little gate, long black cars turning carefully on
roads - paths actually - that had been laid out with horse drawn vehicles
in mind. In the evening twilight, mist rose from the small ponds
along the main road, mingling with the dust to create strange phantasms
in the headlights. At the gate, an older man, dressed in the dark
suit considered the uniform of his profession, fumbled for a moment with
a ring of old keys, finally locating one that turned the rusty lock.
He dropped the chain and returned to the lead car.
First came a long
black limo, following the way to the very southwestern corner of the cemetery.
Then came three black hearses, followed by one more limo, then several
smaller cars and one motorcycle.
The man who alighted
from the first limo had the weary look of a broken man. He was tall,
slim, and agile. His blond hair hung forward over red, bloodshot
eyes. He scanned the cemetery, turning his head like a wolf as he
listened. A younger man, shorter and stockier, slid from the other
side of the limo and did likewise. He slid his sunglasses down as
he did so, revealing eyes shining black in the gloom.
"Nobody here,"
he said quietly. "I'll keep watch."
With that, he hurried
from the side of the car into a copse of nearby trees and disappeared from
sight. The blond man nodded slowly and bent back down into the open
door of the limo.
The elderly man
who grasped his arm for support seemed crushed under the weight of both
years and sorrow. His eyes stayed fixed firmly on the ground.
The young man helped him to a folding chair set up underneath a green awning.
The flounce of the awning with the funeral home's name written in white
flapped in the breeze.
A young black woman
came up and touched the man's shoulder. He turned to look into her
large brown eyes.
"Tommie, I'll sit
with him while you.." her words faded away as she glanced toward the hearses,
now idling in the road.
"Thanks, Julia,"
he said quietly, reaching out to pull her close for a moment. His
chin brushed the horns on her head, but neither one of them noticed.
She wiped tears
from her eyes, carefully blotting them with a handkerchief before sitting
down with the old man and putting her small hand over his large, gnarled
ones. He glanced at her and closed his eyes. She bit her lip
to keep from crying anew.
Tommie walked up
a small hillock where his other friends were gathered about the now open
rear door of the first hearse. He looked around the half circle of
them. No words were passed, and none were necessary.
How did it all
come to this? he thought. For a moment, the world spun around
him, disorientingly quick, as he tried to think back, to remember.
You're in shock,
Tommie-boy, it'll be clearer tomorrow night.
His friends still
looked to him, ready to help but so very unsure of their parts in this
final drama. He reached deeply into himself and shook his head as
if to clear it.
"Well, let's get
to it, then," he muttered, and grasped a handle as the undertaker's
son pushed the box out from the back of the hearse. Grimm and Pinkerton
got on the other side as Ace came up behind him and filled out his side.
The four of them easily carried the casket to the frame awaiting it, setting
it down gently. Tommie ran his fingers over the metal nameplate screwed
to the lid.
Jeremy
Gunn.
Next was Bruce,
even lighter than Jeremy. Tommie thought he heard the skateboard
he'd set in the coffin bumping the side.
Bruce Kenneth
Gunn.
Wolf came up to
the hearse as they prepared to get the last one. He stepped up to
Tommie.
"I've been all
over the countryside. There's nobody out here. Why don't you
let me help carry this one?"
Tommie caught his
meaning. They were all walking on eggs, immersed in their own sorrow,
and in his as well. And this one....
This one.....
"Thank you, Wolf,
but I'll be ok. I have to do this thing. Thank you."
They hefted the
last coffin. It was the heaviest of the three, but still not very
heavy. The minister was shuffling through his notes at the graveside
when they set it down with the other two. Tommie lingered a moment,
touching the smooth mahogany of the box, then turned and sat down next
to Grandpa and Julia.
Tommie Gunn
Jr. - TJ.
Tommie looked from
one box to another to another in the still moonlight. The litany
of names was too astounding, too crippling...
Jeremy Gunn.
Kenneth Gunn.
Tommie Gunn
Jr. - TJ.
His sons.
Lying in boxes in the cold dark ground.
How can this
be....this can't be happening...can't be real...
The preacher began
to speak of redemption, of salvation, of glories both real and imagined.
Tommie was only half aware of his voice. He was hearing another call,
a more fitting tribute to the boys.
He was hearing
the howling of wolves.
A low undulating
cry started on the wind a million miles away, carried through city and
countryside alike by the wild wolves, and by those who were neither quite
so wild nor so wolfish. Their mother's people howled to mourn them,
to direct their spirits to the wyld, to tell the world of their great deeds
and battles. Nighteyes was out there somewhere in the dark, with
his pack, singing the praises of the Three, Boudiccea's cubs.
And something else.
Tommie caught it
as an undertone, a quiet suggestion that started out small, yet began to
grow quickly. It was a warning, a frightening, a prophecy.
It was dark, and dangerous. It came in the night, with fang and claw,
to take the young, to kill the old, to make the warriors weak and the mothers
turn from their cubs. It was death, and it was worse than death.
It was extinction somehow, and it was coming.
"Do you understand?"
said the voice, so close to his ear he felt the warm breath caress the
back of his neck. He began to turn, knowing who stood behind him,
knowing he could ask her what had happened, why he could not remember,
why he had not fought harder, but he could not turn. He was rooted,
as it were, sitting stark still, smelling her musky smell, feeling her
long fingers on his shoulder, wanting so badly to turn around and see her...
But he could not.
"Protect our boys,
Tommie," she whispered, and then he knew that it was a dream, but not a
dream, and that he was no longer in his gun vault, safely sleeping, but
in that in between place that she had spoken of, the umbra, where all time
is now and anything can happen. "This must not be. The wyrm
awakes, and again they will leap into the fray. They can do nothing
else. They are warriors. That is why they were born."
He raised one hand,
put it over hers resting lightly on his shoulder. She made a small
noise in her throat, like a growl.
And far away, born
on the breeze, so faint it was like a whispered magic spell, came the sounds
of a calliope.
And with that noise
echoing in his ears, Tommie came awake like a man breaking the surface
of deep, cold water. He was covered in blood sweat, and it took him
several minutes to realize he was pushing blood to his heart, making it
pound wildly. He checked his watch, then stretched in the big lazyboy
recliner he slept in. A few more minutes until sunset. He had
woken early...and no wonder. But details had already begun to slip
into the fog of sleep, and by the time he had showered and gone out to
eat, he had forgotten all but the dimmest of impressions, that he had dreamt,
nightmared actually, and something bad had happened to the boys.
He had another feeling as well, a warm, half remembered feeling of contentment,
but could not place what it might be connected to.
He did drop in
on his sons that night though. And made plans with his "bosses" to
take the summer off. Maybe a little fishing in Kentucky would be
just the thing to put his mind at rest....